Emancipation

Silent screams, dying dreams.

Loud silence, nerves’ violence.

Holding tears, hiding fears.

Faking smiles , forging styles.

Copious  voids, hollow inside.

Burning desires, jumping barbwires.

Losing charm, inimical storms.

Toiling hard, praying Lord.

One wish, to unleash.

To Spifflicate, this cage.

To breathe, with ease.

Enough capitulation, seeking Emancipation.

Happy 5th Anniversary ! (dedicated to my bike)

Before you came into my life,

I was alone and adversities rife.

After relentless begging and rifts,

I got you as Dad’s gift.

Not those 100 and 125 sissies,

You are mighty 150 cc.

Your Colour, shape and curves,

Enthral hearts, spellbound nerves.

Look that would make even Angelina envy,

Casanovas wink and say “shall we” ;)

Your ride is an experience of glide,

How could one not fall in love with you at first sight.

 Pierce through road, mud and rocks,

Send even leopards waves of shock.

On-road or off-road,

Your shockers can take all the blows.

Now I may be single but not solitary,

Love you oh darling ! Happy  5^th Anniversary !

that's Life... !!

 Born on a holy day but not incarnated,
25 years passed since this persecution started.

An ordinary being, not a prodigy,
Wandered most of his life aimlessly like that’s his hobby.

Encumbered with desires and aspirations galore, 
Trying to watch the other end of the ocean from the shore.

Inside there was always a hunger unsatisfied,
He never succeeded but he toiled and strived.

Colliding million thoughts inside head,
He started from A but never reached Z.

Nature wasn’t indulgent to him and invariably in strife,
So he turned a masochist, as for him that was something called life.

Cursed with agony and distress,
He never tried to make a fuss.


Tried to wriggle free from infliction and pain,
He did all he could but all in vain.

Came a time when he was in the state of oblivion,
He was helpless, numb and incompetent to bear on.

One way was to start crying,
The other that he pick was to keep trying.

Obscuring his apprehensions and fears,
Since then tips of his eyes are holding his tears.

With confidence in his eyes and smile on his face,
He is marching ahead with no misgivings but grace.

Still skeletons tumble down from cupboard at times,
Now he try to care less and says I’m fine.

Beacon may not be lit,
But  hope is what drives this misfit.

Hardships and severities are rife,
Not just a story but that’s  life....

बेबस हूँ मैं....

टुटा हूँ मैं, बिखरा हूँ मैं, लड़ते-लड़ते गिरा भी मैं...
बस लड़ता रहा...जीता नहीं.. .करता भी क्या.. बेबस था मैं..

जीतने की तलब उतनी न थी.. हारना ना था बस.. चाहे जितना बेबस था मैं...

डटा रहा.. लगा रहा.. आगे बेशक बड़ा ना मैं...
किस्मत मान कर हंस पड़ा... करता भी क्या.. बेबस था मैं...

उससे कभी न माँगा मैंने... भले कितना बेबस था मैं....
उससे मांगता भी तो क्या... जिसकी मर्ज़ी से बेबस था मैं...

बेकार नहीं... पर आज भी बेबस हूँ मैं ...
बुजदिल नहीं... पर आज भी बेबस हूँ मै .....
हारा नहीं... पर आज भी बेबस हूँ मैं ...
कल भी बेबस था मैं... आज भी  बेबस हूँ मैं....

वक़्त नही....

God envy us !

Any moment might be your last because you are a mortal,

Every happiness is more euphoric, every moment is more beautiful because you are mortals,
You won’t be more lovelier than what you are now because you are mortals,

This affliction, this distress, this melancholy is not incessant because you are mortals, 

Every emotion is more strong, more worth living and experiencing, because you are mortals,

You can do right, you can do wrong, you can do evil, you can become a devil and you can make a choice between heaven and hell because you are mortals,

You can live, you can choose not to live because you are mortals,

He is devoid and deprived because he is not a mortal,

Oh yeah, God envy us because we are mortals !

Cz I know you know – A conversation with God .

When I’m happy,  I don’t smile  cz I know you know
When I need a hug,  I just spread my arms in the air cz I know you
When I want to cry, I don’t shed tears Cz I know you know
When I’m in pain, I don’t cry cz I know you know
When I need you, I don’t summon Cz I know you know
When I have a question, I don’t ask cz I know you know
When I have a desire, I don’t exhort   cz I know you know
When I’m angry, I don’t yell cz I know you know
When I’m sulk, I don’t complain cz I know you know
When I’m sick, I don’t heal cz I know you know
I never evince anything cz I know you know
If you know me I know you
oh Lord ! I know you know....